Anyway, am really grateful, because right now deep in my heart, i really know that i have let go of whatever that i need to, whatever that shouldnt be part of me..i am really so delightful..no words can describe such happiness now..i never thot i could let go n never thot that letting go can bring me so far.. ..life is really like a marathon too..everyone have different distance to run and different timing to complete, different obstacles along e way, different stamina etc etc..
Today i was reminded of e movie marathon we were having 2yrs back(if i don remember wrongly)..haha, that was great..but we just couldnt pull through till e next day..then i was reminded of how i used to stay up to study when exams r round e corner in Sec3..there was this time when i didnt sleep for e entire 2days 2nite..besides eating n showering once, e rest of e time was on books, notes and trying out papers..i was still fretting of how to finish revising for exams ytd, then today this came to mind...maybe i should just have a study/revision marathon?!:D
But again, that requires quite some planning, as well as lots of discipline to carry out..i need to get a whole tons of lollipops again..haha..that's my secret weapon that keeps me alert for the entire nite..but seriously if i do that, i will damage my own health..so maybe besides sleeping 6hrs, showering twice, and having e 3meals, e rest of the time i should just mug n mug n mug..that will be abt 15hrs of study time in a day..hmmm...maybe that works..will look into that in deeper detail..coz i should be left wt abt 5days for 4modules..argh...BIG BIG problem, man..need to squeeze out more time.. ..
Really look forward to tmr's charity golf event..yeah!:) Need to wake up at abt 8..so i better tie up loose ends of things and turn in for e nite soon..but seriously need some planning for e study marathon..otherwise, i might not pull through e exams...i cant let God, let myself, let my parents and everyone ard me down!! JIAYOU LSY, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!:D
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